Not so great today

I am stressed to the max today. I wish I could vent about it but it's very personal and I don't know...

Just some issues with my family and boyfriend... never a good thing.
I know everything happens for a reason so hopefully this will be okay. My boyfriend and I are looking for a house of our own so hopefully this situation were about to be in is only temporary. I'm just not loving this moment in my life. I swear it all goes up, it all comes down. I'm excited for school, I found a part time job where I can work while in school and then this all happens... blah. I need to keep my head up. I am really sad and have been crying off an on all morning. I can pray it will all blow over but I feel this situation is passed blowing over. It's just not good. Sucks for me because it's not my fault, I didn't do anything to cause it yet its affecting me the most. bummer.

Anyway, I made all my videos on youtube private for now. I won't have internet access for a long time (only on my phone and here at work for a little while) so I don't want to disapoint and not be able to post new ones so I just took mine off for a little while so I can figure out this though time in my life.

My new job is: waiting tables. It's a source of income and quick cash so it will be nice and I think god I was able to find a job. I go to register officially for school January 5th. I'm excited about that...

Let's just say, my boyfriend lives with me and now he's moving out and will be far away... I have to go from seeing the one I love everyday, to barely at all even more so now that I will be working nights and have school all day... It totally sucks =(

Okay, enough of that. Thanks for listening- (if anyone even reads this)

XoJess